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Jul. 31st, 2012 10:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sokuI feel...lost...confused.
Most of all I feel sad and depressed.
I got news that my grandfather has advanced lung cancer.
He plans on doing preparations for funeral, will and placing my grandmother in a home since she has Alzheimer's.
Just not ready to lose someone again.
I grew up having 3 mother figures along with one father figure.
I lost one of my 3 'mothers' to cancer 2 years ago.
Now get this news. I just don't know what to think anymore.
The only man that has ever loved me is ill...and for the very first time, my grandmother can't take care of him.
Have a feeling that I'll lose my grandmother soon after she's placed.
I'm not sure if I have more strength to fight through life if I lose someone else anytime soon.
Most of all I feel sad and depressed.
I got news that my grandfather has advanced lung cancer.
He plans on doing preparations for funeral, will and placing my grandmother in a home since she has Alzheimer's.
Just not ready to lose someone again.
I grew up having 3 mother figures along with one father figure.
I lost one of my 3 'mothers' to cancer 2 years ago.
Now get this news. I just don't know what to think anymore.
The only man that has ever loved me is ill...and for the very first time, my grandmother can't take care of him.
Have a feeling that I'll lose my grandmother soon after she's placed.
I'm not sure if I have more strength to fight through life if I lose someone else anytime soon.
